"I really wanted to call him and say, “I’m sorry for what I had done.” Months earlier if you’d asked me I wouldn’t have admitted to have done anything wrong."
I didn’t know what to do because I felt distant from God, while serving in the singing ministry. I
At twenty-six years old I woke up one day and said, “That’s it. I’m done. Today is the last day I’m going to live. That’s it!” That day I received a phone call form somebody I hadn’t talked to in years.
That’s the key thing here and when someone says they’re gay or homosexual, that is now saying; “That is my identity.”
I was out in the bars getting drunk on Friday and Saturday. I was hoping the people in church didn’t see me in the bars. I was hoping the people in the bars didn’t see me in church
"I actually told him that. “I’m not in love with you anymore."
"I was so afraid that they were going to be mad at me because I had been lying to them all this time."
"When I stood up after fifteen or twenty minutes something was different about me."
When I got up after he prayed for me it was like I had gotten a shower on the inside and I was now clean.
"I realized that even when I am faithless he is still faithful."