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My Dad said; “But son, were you water baptized?” I said; “Yes I was Dad.” And he said; “Jeff, you’re not my son anymore. What you have done to your people, you are worse than Adolf Hitler.” He said; “You are no longer welcome...
That’s the key thing here and when someone says they’re gay or homosexual, that is now saying; “That is my identity.”
It would take me thirty minutes to work up the courage to say a word. I was just so inwardly petrified. I would have the bible at the corner of the East Village grill and I just couldn’t open my mouth. It was crazy.
And God clearly said; “You are going to die this year.” I remember it scared me.
That voice that I have heard my whole life, that calling, that feeling of someone being next to me my whole life had a name.
When I was about thirteen or fourteen I wanted some answers for my life. So, I started tossing the I Ching.
So I listen to them and they say, “If you have any problems, give us a call.” So I said, “Heck, let’s laugh at these Christians. “So I called them thinking I was going to make fun of them.
I would still be rubbing some mouse or some snake or some elephants belly. But I don’t have to do that. I believe in the living God.
I was out in the bars getting drunk on Friday and Saturday. I was hoping the people in church didn’t see me in the bars. I was hoping the people in the bars didn’t see me in church
"I was on a road before I got saved that would have led me probably to my death."